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warning... only if you want to laugh your ass off like WOAH!
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[25 Nov 2004|08:18pm] |
though i don't use this journal, i changed my friends list. i kept 5 people on here. sorry to everyone else. but this shit.. has just turned completly retarted. and i really like how everything got blamed on me because chrissi shoved her tounge down my exboyfriend's throat and i got annoyed about it, and she fucked me over at work.
i don't know who i can trust anymore.
i don't know who actually meant that they loved me when they told me. because love is just thrown around these days. and i know i meant it each and everytime i said it. to jimmy, to derek, to my friends, to whoever it was said to. but this kind of shit shows who really meant it when they said it back. ... or when they called me their friend.
i'm sorry i'm not perfect, like you obviouslly want me to be. so i had sex with one person that i didn't really have feelings for. FUCKING SHOOT ME. i can still count the amount of guys i had sex with on one hand. i don't get with a new guy every week. and after a while, when i was saying chrissi was a bitch for getting with nick, i noticed i was being hypocritical because i got with jimmy. but she then got the love of her life, josh. and she said many times that she didn't care about it.
like seriouslly. if you have a problem with me, please tell me now. please. i mean it. i really want to know what everyone thinks of me. do it. call me a slut, whore, bitch, asshole, cunt, pussy.. whatever you want. i know it'll be hard for me to handle, but i want to know who is my friend and who isn't.
i don't like you jill. i think what you did was low. very fucking low. but hey, you're cheap like that. so i guess it makes sense why you did it.
i'm done playing games. if i have something real to say, i'll post it in this journal. otherwise, good luck figuring out my new password. but you're fat, so maybe you're good at guessing. all that fat has some knowledge in there.
oh, and if any timber creek kids read this, please don't hate me and freak on me again. i have an actual reason to be mad this time. sorry about our fall outs in the past. but ... who knows.
the end.
thanks, and fuck you too.
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[26 Aug 2004|01:14pm] |
STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY CAR. IT'S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE. GROW THE FUCK UP. DON'T LIKE ME? SAY SOMETHING TO MY FACE. DON'T PUT SHIT ON MY CAR OR THROW ANYTHING AT MY HOUSE. WAY TO BE REAL MATURE. FUCK OFF, KTHANKS AND HAVE A NICE DAY.
this shit has to stop.
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[13 Jul 2004|10:38pm] |
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well, it's been a while.
admire my new icon.
that was the whole reason for this post.
he's cute. and you should all want him. word.
the end.
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[19 Jun 2004|11:58am] |
new aim screen name -> fighterstarx
add it.
xoxo.
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[29 May 2004|12:16am] |
EVERYBODY DANCE NOW!!!
nothing beats singing in walmart to the cd sampler, and then having like 4 people join in!! YEA FUN TIMES!!!
you're not cool enough to know what went down tonight. and today. oh man. great day. woo! but i will tell you that sam and i had a mother fucking party tonight. we told secrets, she was like "OH! THAT'S SO HOTT!!". lol. good time was had by all. lol.
sorry kids, but my big scary lizard eyes are sleepy. shut up.
ps. if you are linked to my other journal, i'll post it there. otherwise, deal.
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[24 May 2004|03:02pm] |
note : please act as though you never saw the 2.4%. because those would like to be forgotten. unfortunatly though, they happened. and let the giant asshole get mad at me. whatever. he's a prick and i hate myself for what i did with him. the end.
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[23 May 2004|09:30am] |
CONCERT!!!
EVANESCENCE!!! friday, july 23, 2004. @ 6:30 in the pm. located at penn's landing. tickets are only $40.00. WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME!!!
i swear to god i'm going t othat damn concert. my mom already oked it. well, as long as i get one other person to go with me. because no way in hell would i go to that alone. but it's evanescence and seether. and i've never heard of them. and honestly, i don't care who they were playing with. I WANT TO GO GOD DAMNIT. anyone interested??
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[15 May 2004|12:00pm] |
i made a new journal.
if you want the link to it, leave a comment. maybe i'll give it to you. depends if i like you or not.
<3 xoxo,
nicole.
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[10 May 2004|03:20pm] |
this all happened today...
figured out how i can go down the shore the night of prom till monday... get a real date... he's a cute one... get a limo ... pictures and whatnot... FUN STUFF!!!
i love alex and roy for helping me. <3!!
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[09 May 2004|01:54pm] |
my day has just gotten worse.
i went outside to get dark.
it was too hot, almost passed out. so i came in for food.
made a grilled cheese sandwich, which took 20 minutes to make.
went back outside for 20 minutes.
and in that 20 minutes, i burnt part of my face. my cheeks and nose and whatnot. NOT my forehead.
and my chest is pink. which means, i'm going to ghetoo peel in about two weeks.
the sun sucks.
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[08 May 2004|05:19pm] |
i need to have long hair again within the next ten minutes or i'm going to be very very very sad.
:(
i hope he either emails me back, or calls me... tonight or tomorrow. that would be good.
<3 xoxo.
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[06 May 2004|10:07pm] |
the friends series finale was sooooo damn good. i cried, a lot.
damn it for them always getting the happy ending. life doesn't end like that.
i wish i had that ending.. only slightly different.
<3 xoxo.
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[06 May 2004|05:14pm] |
there's an ice cream truck driving down all the streets near my house and it's not playing that normal ghetto ice cream truck song. it's playing "maple leaf rag."
that's so cute.
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[06 May 2004|02:36pm] |
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today was shit to the extreeme.
i over slept by an hour. i never do that. EVER. so i ran late. almost missed the bus, and then fell asleep on the ride to school. i was pissed off because beforei left, my dad tried to tell me that i shouldn't give up hope about the lawsuit thing.. but whatever. i always get fucked over in the end, it heppens with everything. i should have known this would happen. beginning band was painful for my eyes.. i slept only for like ten minutes today in algebra. and i brought my book to class, and home since i have homework.. who knows if i'll do it. oh yea. during homeroom i got yelled at by mr. barr's secretary because i wasn't in my assigned seat yesterday in homeroom.. what a cunt. so i got pissed because i don't care anymore. it's fucking may and my homeroom teacher STILL doesn't know anyones name. fucking prick.
i'll just tell you that the rest of my day sucked big time. and i'm glad to be home.. kind of. i miss staying through on thursdays with my friends.. i miss the chilling i would do with nick and ray.. it was so much fun. but now, it's all over.
my tan is fading. i feel white again. OH! i'm losing weight again. go me. that's six pounds. holler. but i bet i gained it all back today because i had three pieces of pizza. no dinner for me... because i feel fat.
i'm gonna go tan now...
and cry.
and be really aggitated.
and hate pretending.
and miss everything.
oh yea.. tomorrow is prom!! WOO! yay! i guess that's one reason to make myself get up tomorrow.. and i think i'm going to be a bum tomorrow in school. cause i'll have to re-do my make-up and everything, and my hair, so who knows. but i'm going to have fun this weekend. i swear.
<3 xoxo.
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[05 May 2004|09:54pm] |
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i hate the system.
iwent to the lawyers office tonight for when i got hit by a car. want to know what he told me? that most likely i won't be getting any money. none. unless the doctor that treated me when my leg was broken, signs a piece of paper saying that this is a permenant injury. and he hasn't in the past three years. so guess what. i broke my leg, had to fucking sit on the sidelines for marching band, and then for the next two year, learn percussion.... which was very fucking hard... and still have pains in my knee if i run, or whatever... and i'm not going to get anything for it.
fuck this shit. i'm done.
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[04 May 2004|10:06pm] |
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so i went to the eye doctors tonight. to get more contacts. WRONG. i came home with new glasses because i was a failure and constantly slept with my contacts in, and my left eye got infected. that's why it was so damn red. and sore. and burning. and felt like there was something in it. so now i'm able to see really well cause my contacts weren't the right perscription... and i'm afraid that everyone will make fun of me for them. i pretty much picked up a cheap pair of frames and had them made. because ok deal is... the lab was closed. so they werent going to be able to make them tonight. but apperantly... they had the lenses and it would only take like fifteen minutes.. and that's all it took. now i have eye drops to get rid of my infection and eye drops for my other eye because it's sore cause my eye doctor is an asshole. so i have to use the perscription drops once an hour, every hour that i'm awake for the first 24 hours, then for the rest of the itme i use it, once every three hours. that is SOOO confusing. but oh well.
my eyes hurt.
i have a headache... because i had to try to find my old glasses, and while tearing my room apart, my fan fell off my table and onto my head... so yea. time for meds and sleep.
<3 xoxo.
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work sucked. my nail broke off ... finally .. because sal killed it. i got flip flops.. another pink pair. and visited jillian at work. she might be doing a drum corps. hot hot. there's talk of a real brass ensemble next year.. not just triton kids, but graduates too.... who knows... i'll whip out the old mellophone skills. ha. i sucked at it. but i also never practiced it. hm.... something for me to ponder...
<3 xoxo.
i just want to..... but i can't.
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[03 May 2004|03:17pm] |
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this weekend ended it all. my senior year of band has come to an end. that's so sad. but i'm graduating at a good time.. because if there is one next year, it's going to suck.
friday we left around 830ish, and got to wildwood at about 1000 or something like that. lunch was around 1115, so me and the girls went to eckerd. fun stuff. after lunch we had practice, then boardwalk and dinner, then practice, then watch guard. saturday was get up, shower, breakfast, practice, bbq, get ready, look good, practice, then perform like we owned that whole boardwalk. boardwalk, then christina got hit in the face with a slapshot while playing a hockey game, and had to be rushed to the hospital. she got 2 stitches. and now we found out her nose is broken. awards, find out we won. wooo. sunday was oversleep, shower, load truck with wet hair, eat, boardwalk, watch other drumlines, boardwalk and food, lose sunglasses, watch guard, watch brass, retreat. something like that. then we left. and came home. and i unloaded the truck for the last time....
today was fun in some cases. i'm getting really sick of some people. oh well. no big deal. beginning band was horrible. no one besides me and brenna try in that class, and no one else makes any kind of progress. what idiots. it's not hard to play anything in that class if you work on it.. but no one does. second period i had free time, algebra i stayed awake for a little bit and paid attention, then i went to sleep. chem was fun. me and alex chit chatted. gym was hilarious. me and k-swiss went in the weight room and pretended to work out.. but we were really just talking about stuff and watching other kids do stuff. then me, k-swiss, and alli played "skip it for big people." and i watched a really cute kid do some stuff... yummy. hee. lunch was me and eddie talking about the band of next year.. because ed downs isn't coming back and kershaw isn't aranging the music ... basically they'll be doomed. but maybe they will pull it off next year, prooving everyone, like we've done for three years in a row. but yea... concert band was stupid. and english was interesting. i was asked why i was all dressed up.. i didn't do anything different than curl my hair today. that's it. and i didn't think that was any kind of dressed up. oh well.
tonight i have work 500-900. then nothing. maybe i'll go to bed early.
tomorrow i have choir, then i have an eye appointment to get more contacts.
wednesday i have to go to the lawyers for when i got hit by a car.
thursday i'm actually completly free.
friday is deptford's prom. and it's pay day. holler.
well... i'm off for now. i have nothing better to do, and i'm tired so i'm taking a little nappy poo. i heart you all.
<3 xoxo.
niki.
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